This also happened with my friend's first girlfriend who said that I was gay. I knew this wouldn't work out. In fact sadly it blew up in my friend's face when she returned. Sort of a personnal story that I am not going share. But I do remember the highlight. That was the week I got quake2.

I laugh at a lot of stuff I should not be laughing at. I know I shouldn't, but I still find it very funny for unknown reasons. I can remember stuff I didn't find funny years ago and laugh at them now. Like one of my friend's girlfriend who cut her arm up and her favourite band was hanson.

I don't think that I am a very good person for doing all of these things. I remember when my friend called to tell me his dog died, and when he mentioned the dog's name I made a joke about it.

That is only the begining to this. There are many more things that I do that could be consider bad. I do have a lack of "Family Values" because I can't be forced to love something. Also I don't have a family that is exactly successful. I just don't want to end up like most of my family is. My mother side of the family is the only susessful part of my family. But, I still want to be more.

I have great problems with who to respect. I don't thinking that aging is that great for any respect, living isn't that hard.

When ever I am forced to do something I completely lose any effort I was willing to put in it. What ever I lie to them is just another way that I say "f*ck off". If I did say that word when ever I thought it, my tongue would lose all ability to say it.

I do not know why I am this way. I find humour in stuff that other people don't. I don't see what is so bad about it.

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now chthonic life
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There's nothing wrong with finding certain things amusing that other people don't. People have different senses of humor- some people find slapstick funny, others think it's gross to laugh at other peoples' misfortunes- like Funniest Home Videos. The problem is when people voice this at the wrong times and it offends people, like your friend and his dog.

Just be happy with yourself, respect other people (and yourself) and try to look at the big picture. Both you and everyone around you aren't here on this Earth for very long, so live your life to the fullest and help others do the same.

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You are wired differently JoJo. If what you were saying about your left and right hemispheres of your brain is true(remember we talked about that on ICQ a few years back?) You just see things differently than others and might have more intuition than others. You are a adult in a kids body. There are others like you, you know. Usually people who have been through tough times mentally & physically grow past their physical age.

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When ever I am forced to do something I completely lose any effort I was willing to put in it. What ever I lie to them is just another way that I say "f*ck off". If I did say that word when ever I thought it, my tongue would lose all ability to say it.

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I also see a hell of a lot of frustration in that sentence. It sucks being misunderstood. I know this, I am different also...

Just don't shoot up your school ok?

It sounds like you deal with stressfull, painfull, and/or awkward situations the same way. . . with humour and sarcasm. While it's better than having a nervous breakdown, it can be hurtfull. I know, I'm the same way. You were probably concerned when your friend told you his dog died, you just didn't know how to deal with it, hence the joke about it's name. Next time you find yourself in a situation like that, try finding something completely unrelated to the subject, then make fun of that. That way you accomplish two things. One, you release your own stress, and Two, you make your friend(s) feel better.

I'm sure that your people skills are fine Jo, I just wouldn't gauge them entirely by how you interact with your friends. How do you get along with people you've just met, and therefore, hardly know. That counts too.

I am sure the dog didn't take any offence with the joke.

I think I have felt all of these same emotions before but the one that miffs me is: Why would you laugh at a girl who hurts herself? You did this with Druidae on this board also remember? That seemed wicked! Please explain thanks.

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When I am in school and sitting next to someone I don't know, I just joke around a lot and make funny comments. This is mostly because I find school to easy to even try. I get a lot of 80's in class except for times I mess up. In class I don't get in that much trouble for it. I told a chemisty teacher to drink the solution if he really wanted to find out if it was an acid solution or not.

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Hey Jojo, are you still an asshole?

FYI, taste and smell are NOT linked. I don't have a sense of smell and I can taste food just fine.

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“I have noticed even people who claim everything is predestined, and that we can do nothing to change it, look before they cross the road.”

“Intelligence is the ability to adapt to change.”

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Originally posted by Acid:
digging up posts 5 years old is about as gay as whatshisface posting incoherant bullshit.

the end.

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Actually I was searching for an old thread that I started looking for a link to a photo in my thread. During the search process I discovered this pretty funny thread by the great jojo so decided to save it from being deleted. The old threads eventually go away unless someone 'ups' or saves them from deletion.

I personally think preserving some of our family archives is a good thing.

I don't expect someone as dense as you to understand archiving history.

Calling my action gay is gayer than my action was in the first place. I'm fairly certain acid that you do more gay things in a day than I do in a year. Just guessing.

You need a sense of humor and should enjoy life more than you do. You remind me of an old man trying to return the soup in a deli...

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Originally posted by Jonathan Harris:
I find it humorous when low intelligence people misspell incoherent.

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go away. i don't sit with a dictionary on my lap all the time, but i don't type up retarded essays either.

I'm glad you knew I being mostly sarcastic.

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i don't sit with a dictionary on my lap all the time, but i don't type up retarded essays either.

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I find that hard to believe.

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Originally posted by Broch:
my bush got stuck between to balls

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Don't think of yourself as a bad person. You are who you are. Just accept it.

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Originally posted by Jonathan Harris:
I find it humorous when low intelligence people misspell incoherent.

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I find it humorous when incoherent people demonstrate their low intelligence.

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